Update:
Sorry for the confusion. We may try more IVF in the future, it's just with losing the insurance it will be a lot tougher. I wrote the other post just after finding out the news we lost the insurance so I was not very clear. I apologize for the misinformation. With the insurance we had unlimited tries, now there is very much a limit and I am very much aware of it. My heart is broken over it. So, when we decide to try again (after someone sends me the winning lotto numbers :-) ) we'll let you know.
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No Cal-Cobra for me which means no more IVF.
I'll mourn my loss and move on. Thanks for reading and commenting, it meant a lot. I'll be making the blog private so if I have news and post, I'll send out an email. If you can get in, email me and I'll include you.
Again, thanks for everything.